I may not have the ending I wanted

But then again I have the experiences none of those had

Something is not right with me

Because I blame myself for everything that happen in my surroundings.

I want to write!

But I don’t know how to start

It ain’t déjà vu

It’s history repeating itself

14

This number used to mean something for me. Well to tell you the truth it still is, and how large is it? no words can describe it. I just want to wish that people can feel what I feel when this number appears on the calendar and above all of them, you.

Happy May 14th

Questions for the Questioners

Somebody asked her: “Have you ever thought of what his feelings might be when you do that?”

I responded “Do they, the one who asked the one who did, know what the big picture looks like? do they even know how do I feel?”

Good God, it’s tiring and painful to put on a smiling face everyday.
To say that everything’s okay
To believe that in the end everything is going well.
To keep strong always.

What is love?

Tell me the answer please?

Do you know the difference between the prepared & the unprepared?

One would have a parachute ready from a falling plane, the others would only have prayers so death could come as quickly as it is and no pain would be involved.

Do you know the differences between the wanted and unwanted?

The ones with the parachute would have people waiting for their return, because everybody would think that every passengers are given a parachute.

And finally, in an interesting twist of fate, guess which position am I in now?

Happy New Year Everyone!

Although it seemed too cliché, yet we are still keen to repeat the greeting for centuries. and thus in the beginning of this year I am wishing you all to be patient, as at the end of the year we are faced with injustice, war and the reality that our progressions is meant so little compared to the regression that we took. Therefore in the happiness that most of us gained, there should also be a concern for our step backwards.

In this occasion as well I would like to present a little promises, which some people called as “New Year’s Resolutions”, while people in the mental health awareness have been notifying the hazard of making a resolutions. I personally still think that this is need to be done over the course of years, to keep ourselves in the track of life and achieve our personal goals. 

Therefore, these are my New Year’s Resolutions:

1. Be more wiser and ready to take actions. 

2. Be a loving person for her.

3. Be closer to God, my family and her.

4.  Get my driver’s license.

5. Read more.

6. Write more.

7. Open up to new people , their way of life , the way they think and their beliefs and be tolerant about it.

8. Learn to save up my money.

9. Go even greener (target: use no plastic bag at all).

10.  Get healthy and stay that way.

 

Well that’s about it and hopefully I could keep up to it

 

Cheers.