The Eyes See What They Want To See

I always said that the concept of truth is like the horizon, a person stands in one place wouldn’t be able to grasp what others see.
Put it simply to fulfill the concept, you can see it, others can see it, but nobody can comprehend what is the absoluteness of truth, it’s because each one sees what they want to see. A different perspective for every person.

Just like the door, all we can think are “is it bolted?” “is it locked?” “is somebody just closed it?” or ”are we the one that lost the key?”

What if I tell you, that the key or lock did not exist and the door is a figment of our imagination, painted by an artist which makes we believe that we’re being locked out. Just like the concept of a horizon-slash-truth, you wanted to see a door and its lock, you’ll see a locked door. Where as in other’s perception the locked door might not exist at all.

Now if you still see a locked door, turn back and take a look. You’re being locked outside, where fate always cross, chances are always present like inconsistency and beauty hides itself in chaos.

Support the system shall we?

As much as my own annoyance at the system, for it’s sometimes confusing, complex, and repetitive. I still feel there’s a need to support it, which could be done by improving the factor that is most likely to cause error in the system itself. the human factor.

A system in for collecting print jobs in Monash University Malaysia, which I view as a solution for creating order (one person could only take his/her print job and not others) and for the helping of environment (If one person get the print that he/she needed than there is no need to print another set of copies thus it does not waste the paper)has been failed considerably.

As the new semester kicks in the number of students increased considerably and many still don’t know how to collect the printing account (shown by many papers which are not collected by them at the end of the day), in which the explanation could be the information is not clear enough, or they are just plain ignorant (in which I hope they would change).

In the end, this is just a very small example in my life, there are larger problems in the world right now. I just hoped that, we all could support the system that is good, criticize ones that is had flaws, and taking the words of Mahatma Gandhi “be the change that you want to see in the world”.

Cheers

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Now playing: Pelle Carlberg – Middleclass Kid

Phase out

I’m now at KLIA waiting for my flight at 16.00, and when I step my foot inside it, It’s the last stage of this phase of life. My life had been divided by phases, which is essentially the period I spend in the community, not only schools but also my life with the people around me. This time another phase would be ended.

When there is an end, it ended just like that, and I will begin a new one, with a new spirits and hopes but this time it’s different. I don’t want it to end.

And I can state many reasons why I did not want it to end, because I fall in love with the most amazing woman, because I love it here, because of I like it to pursue my academic, and simply because I don’t want it to end and I don’t want to lose anything from here, especially her.

Why is it like this? last time I was free from it all, and I don’t want to attach myself if I want to. But now I have attached myself to it, and I don’t want to let go. Call me a fool but  a fool is all I wanted to be right now and forever.

Cheers

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Now playing: The Bravery – Swollen Summer

And another year almost passed

2007 had been very kind to me, in a way that I perceive it. A lot had been happened including in it is my desire to write and creating a blog, as well as my birthday which I can proudly say that I’m legally adult age-wise, but still trying to become more and more mature but at least I can say that I have new perceptions of how life should be, and I’ll make those perceptions to become my principles, my guides in many time to come.

2007 is not all just about me, other people perceptions and the world and universe too have evolved become older and hopefully meeting our expectations.I really haven’t make any resolutions for 2008, but I think I’ll make a few, which is really unlikely for me. Last time it’s only hopes that the next year would be better than this, now I wanted new things, I want to graduate from my university and go have a job somewhere, these two are my goals that have to be attained in 2008. Other stuff? I’m still planning it but I wanted to travel somewhere preferably alone, or do some social working, there should be time where we have to reach the community I believe.

In the end I would like to thank God for His eternal blessing, for His forgiveness, for Him I could breath and do my work everyday, as well as everybody that have been supporting me all this year mom dad, my sister, my big family, my significant other and my friends which although I won’t be able to meet again with you or I haven’t seen you for a long time, trust me we’ll get back again under the same sky, breath the same air, and reminisce the old days.

Cheers, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

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Now playing: Belle & Sebastian – My Wandering Days Are Over

Tonight I’m going south

Wish all is well and fine

Tales of silent scream

My life had left me in a sad realization,

Where everything was false and nothing was ever right

But nothing could be done

Because nothing was worth it

Because it’s just making me suffer more

Because it would left me confined in a room that had no doors nor windows

In the end I couldn’t take it, I scream loudly in silence

Begging people to save me, if they could hear and see