I may not have the ending I wanted

But then again I have the experiences none of those had

Ego

A part of me would be very happy of where am I now.

Another part would be very disappointed, because I couldn’t have the trivial parts.

After all the talk of the insignificant speck dust in the universe and how life is over-rated.

I am still a human after all.

Darkness

There’s an immeasurable darkness in my heart, and it kept growing due to the uncertainty nature of the reality.

However, dark may it seems, uncontrollable may it be. I still refused to be controlled by it and may lights shine through eventually.

KL in A Flash

“After leaving Malaysia for a year after my graduations, I finally went back to witness my sister’s graduation ceremony. Congratulations to her and congratulate also for the rest of the young bloods. May the force be with you always. And this is a glimpse of KL that I’m able to capture during that short period of time.”

A Retrospect

Yesterday something that I realized from a long time ago, struck me back with a velocity I can’t imagine.

It was the thoughts that we yearn for support whenever we’re down and once we’re able to stand on our feet and move again we quickly forget that support. I felt like I am a dickhead, who takes things for granted, because I only yearn support when I’m down not once I wanted to share my independence with this support.

So here goes

I once promise myself in the past, “I’ll devote my life to he/she who’s able to lift me up, makes me move on,  laugh all the things and preferably to accompany me always”. Now I can say, I’ve been lucky to found such person.

Not only I thanked her for she wants to help me around that times, I also very grateful for she wants to spend her days with me.

In a very sensical world she’s probably the comforting sounds,  pleasing sights, sweet taste, soft touch and hypnoting smell. Yet above all it all did not make sense because she just suddenly completes me.

Cheers

For those who asked.

Never doubt me for my commitment on something, I may falter and fall but I will always return and fix all the mistakes I made.

Mirror-mirror on the wall

How dare you define me, for I did not know how to understand myself.

A Travel Through Time

Done it on the last weekend and finally have the chance to visit the infamous Cafe Batavia as well. Last time I visited here the area is crowded with exhibition, this time it was the sea of people and the sellers as well as tweenies from school.

The Wisdom and Knowledge of The Taxi Driver-part 1

“In many parts of the world there’s always the group of people who run the streets, both night and day. They interact with vast number of people of different characters, while they themselves are also a people of character, whom sometimes annoying, plain hilarious, shady, cool, educated or street smart. Some of them are very fond of speaking their minds, while others are very shy. These are the collection of the wisdom and knowledge of the taxi drivers, whom are kind enough to share and talk to me during my travel across Indonesia (mainly Jakarta).”

• On the recent terrorist attack: “The xxxx must be the one behind the attacks in Indonesia and the rest of the world, just take alook at 9/11 why are most of the xxxx employees are taking leave on that day?”

• On Indonesia’s Independence: “Indonesia has it all. It has achieved its independence, it’s a prosperous country, its beauty is unsurpassed, pity it lacks one thing. Justice.”

• On Swine flu or any other flu: “Isn’t swine or the bird flu is created as a biological weapon? It’s politics all along I tell you.”

• On the increasing number of AIDS patient in rural area particularly Papua: “There’s only one explanation why the incidence rate is so much higher in Papua compared to Jakarta (in which has higher number of prostitute). The lack of education.” ~ I added “as well as the low economic power”

• On prostitution: “The prostitute along this street is really not a prostitute at all, they dress nicely not wearing any skimpy clothes yet often I see they’re often being picked up by cars. Those who pick up must have a spare money on their sleeve, heck if I had some I’d probably do it as well”

Unto Hyperspace!

Faster than light

Defeat the times

To the unknown

Become one with the force